I've been in this whole new state of mind in the last...like 6 months or so. I'm figuring out how to be stable and have slightly healthier relationships and really appreciate people--as a race--a lot more. And get used to myself and make the best out of me. And...I don't know. Growing up or something? I'll be 23 in less than a month. That makes me feel...old...er?
The people in my life right now...are just exactly right. Or so it seems. I don't think I've felt like that in a long time. I love you my lovies. So fucking much. Forever. And you so know who you are.
Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if
...wow I got distracted for a long time by Ken and this girl and then Alex and I really have no desire to go back to whatever I was thinking before.
I shall leave it as...OMG...if you are really still reading this--get a life. I know I am amazing but, this is long and pointless or something.
And now "Lover I Don't Have to Love" is blasting and I wanna go absorb it cos it's been awhile.
Haha. I love you, Laura.
OMG--actual livejournal update?
--do it up--it's amazing haha.